Hadith 48

y can supplicate to, and most Superior of the ones a hoping one can hope to! O Allah-azwj! By the protection of I seek mediation to You-azwj, and by sanctity of the Quran I rely upon You-azwj, and by my love for the Prophet-saww, the Ummy, the Qureyshi, the Hashemite, the Arabian, the (one from) Tihama, the Meccan, the Medinite, may Your-azwj Salawaat be upon him-saww and his-saww Progeny-asws, I hope to closer to You-azwj! So do not Make my heart feel estranged from the comfort of faith, and do not Make my Reward like that of those who worshipped others besides You-azwj! For there were people who professed faith with their tongues only to protect their lives, and they achieved what they hoped for. But we have believed in You-azwj with our tongues and our hearts so that You-azwj might forgive us. Grant us what we hope for and Affirm Your-azwj hope within our chests, ‘Our Lord! Do not Let our hearts to deviate after You have Guided us aright, and Grant us Mercy from You; surely You are the Bestower [3: 8]! By Your-azwj Might! Even if You-azwj were to Drive me away, I would not leave Your-azwj door, nor would I cease praising You-azwj, for my heart has been inspired with knowledge of Your-azwj Generosity and the vastness of Your-azwj Mercy. To whom does a servant go if not to his Master? And to whom does a creature turn if not to his Creator? My God-azwj, even if You-azwj Bind me in chains, withheld Your-azwj bounty from me before all witnesses, Exposed my disgrace to the eyes of people, Commanded me to enter the Hellfire, and Kept me from the company of the righteous, I would still not lose my hope in You-azwj, nor turn away my face from seeking Your-azwj Pardon, nor would Your-azwj love ever leave my heart. I cannot forget Your-azwj Favours upon me and Your-azwj Concealment of my faults in house of the world! My Chief! Send Salawaat upon Muhammad-saww and Progeny-asws of Muhammad-saww, and Expel love of the world from my heart, and Gather between me and the Chosen one (Al-Mustafa-saww) and his-saww Progeny-asws, Your-azwj Choice from Your-azwj creatures, Last of the Prophets-saww, Muhammad-saww, may Your-azwj Salawaat be upon him-saww and his-saww Progeny‑asws, and Transfer me to the rank of repenting to You-azwj, and Assist me with crying upon myself, for I have spent my life with the procrastination and the hopes, and I have descended to the status of the ones despairing from my goodness! So, who could be in a worse state than mine if I were to be transported in the same condition to my grave, without having prepared it for my resting place and without having adorned it with righteous deeds for my lying down? Why should I not weep, not knowing what my fate will be? I see my soul deceiving me, and my days betraying me, while the wings of death flutter above my head! So, why should I not weep? I weep for the departure of my soul, I weep for the darkness of my grave, I weep for the constriction of my tomb, I weep for the questioning by Munkar and Nakir[2] of me. I weep for my emergence from my grave, naked and humiliated, carrying my burdens upon my back. I look once to my right and again to my left, while the creatures are pre-occupied with matters other than mine! For every person from them on that Day, would be a concern occupying him [80: 37] Some faces on that Day would b